Since my only motivation for this blog was for poetry, I made another blog specifically for just that. The reason why I've decided to separate the two is that those of you know know me well know that I am secretly two different people. I feel like that other person in me only comes out when I engage in the things that I love most, the things that make my soul feel right. SO, feel free to read my poetry blog as well. It's......
shespeaksinstanzas.blogspot.com
To break that down, it simply says "she speaks in stanzas." I do hope and pray you all know what a stanza is. Thanks for your time and patience.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Monday, March 9, 2009
Shoelaces.
Love is like a jumprope in so many ways.
You have the high time and you have the low times.
With love, you must take risks. Sometimes you just have to jump.
It's a revolution of emotions. It's always full circle.
Although, I can't call what I have, love.
My lows outweigh my highs. It's constant tension.
I need a remedy. I cannot feel the way I feel anymore.
I can feel my heart tearing right down the middle.
It's slow like sap sliding down a maple tree.
What hurts the most is that the one I have proved I would ride for has chosen to never ride for me.
He regrets the times he has because I chose to leave him.
I left him because he believes there is nothing wrong with him, so why should he change?
He doesn't realize that in a relationship, no one is ever perfectly fine.
You spend the remainder of your relationship fixing and adjusting the things that make you and your partner incompatible.
Last time I checked it was called 50-50. Not, 25-75 and I expect a 100% on your end.
I'm feeling bitter right now, but nonetheless, calm and collected.
I guess somethings just aren't meant to be.
It's hard to move on because when you've done wrong doings by God, how is it guranteed that he has someone or something special waiting for you in the long run?
You have the high time and you have the low times.
With love, you must take risks. Sometimes you just have to jump.
It's a revolution of emotions. It's always full circle.
Although, I can't call what I have, love.
My lows outweigh my highs. It's constant tension.
I need a remedy. I cannot feel the way I feel anymore.
I can feel my heart tearing right down the middle.
It's slow like sap sliding down a maple tree.
What hurts the most is that the one I have proved I would ride for has chosen to never ride for me.
He regrets the times he has because I chose to leave him.
I left him because he believes there is nothing wrong with him, so why should he change?
He doesn't realize that in a relationship, no one is ever perfectly fine.
You spend the remainder of your relationship fixing and adjusting the things that make you and your partner incompatible.
Last time I checked it was called 50-50. Not, 25-75 and I expect a 100% on your end.
I'm feeling bitter right now, but nonetheless, calm and collected.
I guess somethings just aren't meant to be.
It's hard to move on because when you've done wrong doings by God, how is it guranteed that he has someone or something special waiting for you in the long run?
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Soles.
Saturday Mornings are a drag sometimes.
Although, last night, was the complete opposite.
It's the first night in weeks since I've been outside of these five walls.
No need to question it; I wasn't losing my screws. I do have to say that I had a lot of time to... "Revise", "Review", and most importantly, "Reset".
I've simply let go and let God.
I came to my senses and realized I can't handle some this shit in my life, so I'm not going to handle it. Why? It's so much easier to just simply not give a damn.
Back to last night--one of the best nights I've had in a while.
I went to see "Paul Blart Mall Cop" and I highly recommend this movie.
It was comedy from beginning to end.
I also saw a special someone last night.
Stefano's Pizza never tasted better and Ben & Jerry's satisfied my sugary sweet needs.
Two Fingers to the sky, now kick rocks and watch the dust fly!
Although, last night, was the complete opposite.
It's the first night in weeks since I've been outside of these five walls.
No need to question it; I wasn't losing my screws. I do have to say that I had a lot of time to... "Revise", "Review", and most importantly, "Reset".
I've simply let go and let God.
I came to my senses and realized I can't handle some this shit in my life, so I'm not going to handle it. Why? It's so much easier to just simply not give a damn.
Back to last night--one of the best nights I've had in a while.
I went to see "Paul Blart Mall Cop" and I highly recommend this movie.
It was comedy from beginning to end.
I also saw a special someone last night.
Stefano's Pizza never tasted better and Ben & Jerry's satisfied my sugary sweet needs.
Two Fingers to the sky, now kick rocks and watch the dust fly!
Hayden.
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